1. When your own friends choose sides

    I know he is suffering alot right now and is in alot of pain. It aches me just thinking about it… Not a day goes by that I don’t feel that sharp sting in my chest. It’s there. I just don’t talk about it. 

    I need a friend too…. I act ok because I force myself to be ok. It’s not because im cold hearted or just ‘moved on too soon’. I’m not stupid- I know exactly what is going on and how the situation is. I don’t need you to tell me what to do or what not to do.

    Just because I am the type of person that likes to see the light in every situation and tries to block out unhappy feelings doesn’t mean I am heartless. 

    Disappointed in myself. Disappointed that I got upset with what you said. Although you said what you said harshly without thinking for my feelings too, I am grateful. So Thank you for being here for him and giving him strength when he needs it. With all my heart- thank you. 

    1 year ago  /  41 notes

    1. ineedyoubabyimnotamonster reblogged this from bubbiosity
    2. omgwtfstd said: Bubbi, I’m glad you’ve written this. It’s okay to be vulnerable and not strong all the time. Even for your viewers - everyone gets broken. And if you need a friend, I know I don’t know you in real life, but I’m there for you. :)
    3. anners2 said: hang on there bubz;)!
    4. definitely-stephanie reblogged this from bubbiosity
    5. isvan said: bubz! you’re beautiful and so, so strong. you’ll make it through this in no time! <3 i hope you feel better (:
    6. l0v3tricia said: keep your head up lindy <3
    7. coinlockersbaby said: Bubbsyy you remind of myself too much, don’t hold in your feelings to please other people, it can only end in tears, for now you need to look after yourself, please make sure you’re happy. I wish I could cheer you up myself <3
    8. happydaes said: ): lindy i dont know you in real life, but i love you okay. stay strong! <3
    9. bubbiosity posted this