Acceptance

Alot has happened in the past 3 weeks…. Sometimes in life- u just gotta snap out of it and realise the world just won’t stop for you. You have to accept reality and move on. Life is not one big happy fairy tale. It can get really tough, harsh and suck but you have to keep moving because only the strong ones will survive. I’m looking out the balcony windows now. I can see the rain hitting off the glass, I can see the fast ripples in the sea and the gloomy weather. I’m going to be just fine. 

As I type this blog in the living room, sheltered, warm and safe. I know I am very fortunate. 

It’s never easy knowing you are the reason for someone to not be able to get up from bed. Knowing you caused somebody you care about to question their own future. Because of me…

But I just gotta have faith. There is nothin I can do anymore that will help him… friends and family may be there to guide him but end of the day- he needs to take the first step himself. I know he can do it =) Im not just saying this for the sake of it; I mean it. I have faith he will be just fine. I know God has plans for him…. this may only be the begining for him.

I’m just going to keep busy. =). 

Going to do photoshoot for my new range of shirts tomorrow. Going to be a very busy week but I am looking forward to it. Yesterday I sat on the bus and I couldn’t I was wearing a shirt designed by myself that would be sold around the World. It still makes me shiver down my spine. I still don’t believe it… Feels like I’m stil dreaming..

Alot of times in life, we end up in places we never thought we would end up in. But this isn’t always a bad thing. It happens for a reason and alot of times; happens for the better. Sometimes it can postpone you for a while- but if it really matters u will continue on this path.

Wearing my new shirts ^_^.

I miss You..

Smileeee

u + i = <3

I’m thinking of doing a contest soon to celebrate when I hit 400k subscribers. Perhaps have you guys film a short video of a commercial of some sort? I think it will be fun. It doesnt have to be makeup, hair, beauty related; can be funny. Absolutely anything. I will let u guys know when time comes closer.

Keep smiling.

Much love, Bubz xx

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