1. My last depressing post

    You all see me as a happy and bubbly girl. I do tend to see life on the bright side and live everyday like its my last day on earth. But I’m human and I have feelings right? This is going to be my last post that will be depressing (at least try) and after this; I’m going to get back up and live on with life. 

    After what feels like a very long night mare, I have officially ended my relationship with my boyfriend of 7 years. I met him when I was 16 years old and we were here for each other throughout our teenage years. He was and still is everything I ever wanted. He made me smile like nobody ever could. He understood me better than I understood myself. I cherish our memories we shared together and I was the luckiest girl in the World to be able to be loved by him. I am STILL the luckiest girl in the World because we are able to be best friends still.

    We came to Hong Kong leaving everything behind so we can work for a future together. Sometimes things happen in life. We question why it does. I still question this every night before I go to bed. But things happen for a reason and I believe God has plans for us all. He answered my prayers and now I am released from all the weight that has been on my shoulders. 

    Youtube was one of the best things that happened to me but it made me lose the most important person of my life. I have nobody to blame but myself. But now I know it happened because maybe he really was supposed to be in my life for these 7 years. With all my heart, I hope he will be able to find the perfect girl who he can love whole heartedly and grow old together. 

    Now this chapter of my life is over. I’m going to have to deal with it and move on with the next chapter of my life. I just want to thank all of you guys who have been leaving really supportive comments. I don’t know how to reply them tho >< anybody know how?

    I’m taking my first step now.

    Will you hold my hand?

    Either way, I can get up myself.

    Right now, my first priority isn’t myself anyway…… It’s him.

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    If you are lucky enough to be in a loving relationship. Don’t let it slip away. Chase after it and hold it close to your heart. 

    Thank you for making me the happiest girl in the World for these 7 years <3

    This was our last picture together as a couple <3 It was when we had our 7th Anniversary dinner a few days ago… 

    Bubz xx…

    1 year ago  /  168 notes

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    5. alexiss-thougts said: you’re really strong bubz,i felt down one whole year after i broke up with the boy i loved(stupid me) but you’re more stronger than me and also you have suport, virtual or real life? it’s still support. i didn’t had any of those* hugs bubz* good luck
    6. natalieok said: Aww Lindy!! Do what you know is best for yourself. You are the most amazing girl on this planet! :) I hope you know that!
    7. autumnkitty said: You are one stronge lady. I don’t think I could ever be that positive after going through something so painful. I wish you the best of luck and I hope you find that love again ♥
    8. makeupbyjennifer said: Bubbi! Cherish your memories and live life to its fullest (: Love you and wishing you happiness <3 Time heals,
    9. strawberry-pancake said: we still love you bubz! sorry to hear the sad news… i cant really do anything but support you as always =(
    10. taeminaismyotp said: It’s okay to be sad and to give yourself time to get over things. Even if we see you as always happy, it doesn’t mean you should force yourself to be happy. We’ll still be here for you no matter what. Stay strong <3
    11. thisworldendswithyou said: bubz i know i can’t say much, but smile when you are ready. when it’s a real smile, dont try to smile when you are not happy. always be you. we all care for you.
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    13. hidden-notes said: Your such an inspiring person and seeing you get down makes you even more so! Its sad to hear you an your boyfriend have broken up but its nice to know you are still in each others lives!! Bubbi we all love you <3 we want your happynss to come first!
    14. trieu-chootrain said: Awh Bubz we’re all sad to hear about a special 7 year relationship gone, but if you’re truly meant to be, then it will happen. Be strong and happy, we’re all here to support you! You’re an inspiration to all of us. It makes me sad to see you sad. </3
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